Already I'm so Lonesome I Could Die..
Sunday, Aug. 17, 2003, 19:20
MOOD:
Hyper

Nothing much has been going on. Other then my computer being a pain as well as life, its all good.

I wrote Part one of Sasha Antiles's Bio today. its a three part epic. Its not bad. Then I wrote another post which was REALLY freaky. Corran liked it. So it seems I'm not totally insane right?

I'm bored and getting slightly blue. I miss Rich mostly. As always right? and it seems Rich and Hunter getting some plain together to get me up there. Wow. Its really sweet. I'm actually about to cry too. I doubt it'll go through. Its my luck and my lot in life.

Tears have fallen. it won't work. so many reasons. One of them is me getting a job and such. It seems everyone is pressuring me into getting one and college classes.

I'm sick of it. I 'm just sick of being alone down here. I hate being picked on about no job, car, and college class. Its my luck, there's something in my grasp and there's a hitch to it and then even more and reasons which just blows the chance out of the water.

I really hurt inside. I want to go and see Rich. I ache so bad and the title of this entry says it all. I wish I could find the Armageddon soundtrack. I want to listen to that song right now.

I'm just humming the song and trying hard not to make noise as the tears fall. Also, I'm just want to see and be in his arms again. is that so much to ask? Its been so long. Since May 18th. I just wish I could actually be in his arms again.

Guess there's nothing more for me to do at the moment but listen, work and wish...

I Love and Miss Rich so much...Yet again the fates play another card in my life and I have to get around or beat that card...



My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

The WeatherPixie

Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

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