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Sunday, Aug. 17, 2003, 19:20 |
Nothing much has been going on. Other then my computer being a pain as well as life, its all good.
I wrote Part one of Sasha Antiles's Bio today. its a three part epic. Its not bad. Then I wrote another post which was REALLY freaky. Corran liked it. So it seems I'm not totally insane right?
I'm bored and getting slightly blue. I miss Rich mostly. As always right? and it seems Rich and Hunter getting some plain together to get me up there. Wow. Its really sweet. I'm actually about to cry too. I doubt it'll go through. Its my luck and my lot in life.
Tears have fallen. it won't work. so many reasons. One of them is me getting a job and such. It seems everyone is pressuring me into getting one and college classes.
I'm sick of it. I 'm just sick of being alone down here. I hate being picked on about no job, car, and college class. Its my luck, there's something in my grasp and there's a hitch to it and then even more and reasons which just blows the chance out of the water.
I really hurt inside. I want to go and see Rich. I ache so bad and the title of this entry says it all. I wish I could find the Armageddon soundtrack. I want to listen to that song right now.
I'm just humming the song and trying hard not to make noise as the tears fall. Also, I'm just want to see and be in his arms again. is that so much to ask? Its been so long. Since May 18th. I just wish I could actually be in his arms again.
Guess there's nothing more for me to do at the moment but listen, work and wish...
I Love and Miss Rich so much...Yet again the fates play another card in my life and I have to get around or beat that card...



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